You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Sunday, August 5, 2007
for yesterdays[ 2:09 PM ]
I completely regret what i have done. And i wish i could re-do yesterday all over again. And here i am, sobbing my eyes out just wishing and wishing and hoping. But no matter how much i cry or pray, i know yesterdays can not be redone. Cos' that's the way time works. You live with what you do, and you make the most out of it. Pay for the mistakes i have done and live through life, learning a new lesson every day. And most of all, i have learnt to think before i act. I am not sure what took control of me yesterday. I guess if you yield in to the negative in you, that's when you lose it. And in the process, live to regret what you do consequently. I have caused so much trouble and pain to so many, and i really want to take it all away. I just want to live it the RIGHT way. Without being any sorta' trouble to anyone. And for this, i need to refocus my energies on something else: like school and driving (ok yuck!). Cos' that's the only RIGHT way i see for now. And i believe this will do all of us some good in the long run.
And with all these, i have realised. That i truly do live to love. I wish it were some other way cos' living to love can be so destructive in so many ways. But i have chosen the right person to love. So, no worries.