You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
tender.[ 7:54 PM ]
Tender is the night lying by your side Tender is the touch of someone that you love too much Tender is the day the demons go away Lord i need to find someone who can heal my mind
Tender is the ghost the ghost i love the most Hiding from the sun waiting for the night to come Tender is my heart its screwing up my life Lord i need to find someone who can heal my mind
-blur
i awoke today swearing incessantly, so angry at the rest of the world. i know i contradict myself. but no matter how much i try to stay positive about what i have around me, the negative (the reality?) always takes over. and as i got to school in the morning, the anger just seemed to have seeped into every cell of my body. in all my years, i have never felt such anger, such jealousy, such a want for something that i just know i can't get. yes, that's just it. i know i can't have it now no matter what i do, cos' its beyond my control. it's beyond my range. and that just makes me so mad. yet i managed to put up a facade of peace just to get through the day. its funny how i start believing the lies i tell myself sometimes. it's called self-deception. and i am living in another world, a world you can never understand no matter how hard you try to.