hello.
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
Put
Your
Hands
Up
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
thoughts
[ 11:07 PM ]
as i approach my 21st lots of thoughts run through my head. most people just see it as a day to party i guess. but that day means so much more to me. it marks my 21 years of life. which has seen so much more than most. i am not trying to make it seem like my life is more grand than others. trust me it was not. it just marks my survival through every single stage of it. how i fell into every pit only to find some ingenious way to get out of it and continue on my journey. i have worked very hard both mentally and physically, i have had to numb my heart in so many ways, i have had to close it to so many people just cos' i lost the ability to trust people at a very young age. its not been all bad however. i still remember watching re-runs of gremlins with mummy and sakthi, at the playground with my best friend then, going grocery shopping with dad every sunday, the friends i have made in all these years, falling in love and out of it. sweet memories in many ways, bittersweet in some. but its all of these that has shaped me the way i am now. i have so much more to learn and so much more to do. which made me scared at a point. i even asked him if he ever felt scared about the future. and when he said no, that's when i realised that i might be alone in this. and that this is definitely not the way to be. so heck it, i shall just embrace it. i am happy now. but as i have been taught, happiness is transient. it might even be a privilege on certain days. but right now, i am very happy. and as skeptical as most people might be, i am largely happy cos' of the special someone in my life. i like the way you make me happy. and i like the way you derive joy from seeing me happy. but mostly i like the way you made me fall in love with you. its been puuurfect. love you tetsu!(:
ok now that i am done with all these "deep" thoughts, i am looking forward to meeting hans aka pappadum tomorrow. i miss her! (and so many people) and i am seriously straggling in school work. anyone wants to mug together? (i make a pretty decent studying partner:)
mi casa su casa ~haha! totally RANDOM.
love, tatsu