You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
well...[ 12:26 PM ]
been junkin' on mtv overdrive. clay from newport harbour (the real oc it seems) reminds me so much of this guy i used to know. and who's company i miss so much, cos' of the way he always used to make me laugh. it's sad that some friendships just can't work out cos' of circumstances. and i think its best for the both of us, that things are the way that they are now. am waiting for time to pass by quickly so i can just go for amore. i feel like i need a de-stresser (like i always do). exercise is good, cos' it keeps bad and evil thoughts at bay too. honestly, endorphins are very much under-rated. another thing that's under-rated is the $3.80 steamed milk with hazelnut shot from starbucks. which i am craving quite a bit for. i miss the good ole days when we just went to starbucks and stoned for hours and hours. it was so fun. where have all my girlfriends gone to? i miss 'em all but at the same time they all seem too busy for me these days. i really don't want to reach a stage where my friendships all go stale and transient. but at the same time i can't stand having friends who are there, all smiles and sweet talk, but who won't be there for you, to knock some sense into your head (cos' i do need a hard knock at times) or to just keep you company when you feel lonely. i don't think that's something that's too difficult to do. but at the same time, right now, at this very moment, that's how the majority of the people around me are. and that just makes me sad.