hello.
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
Put
Your
Hands
Up
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
[ 10:56 AM ]
Have you ever watched that scene in F.R.I.E.N.D.S where Ross prepares a list of pros and cons about Rachel, cos' he's having such a hard time choosing between her and his current gf? Under the list of cons, he writes chubby ankles, just a waitress, vain, spoilt brat, etc. And obviously Rachel gets all mad about it. It's like having all these insecurities about yourself, and then having someone you love using these things that you are insecure about, against you. That's how i feel like right now. Like i have been shown the list of all the things that i have feared that you would see in me, and being told that yes, i do think these things about you. But, oh no, i do love you. I don't think love is supposed to be hurtless. But at the same time, it is not supposed to hurt my ego this way too. It's not supposed to make me hate myself. It's not supposed to make me cringe when i look at my reflection. It's not supposed to make me hide behind you, because i am not confident enough to face the rest of the world.
Just another lesson taught in this game that we call love.