hello.
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
Put
Your
Hands
Up
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Monday, January 14, 2008
[ 9:33 PM ]
It's so easy to be sucked into that alluring vortex of doubt, pain, envy and hate. So easy. And every time i hear or see something new happening with you, i am immediately standing at the gates that open to that vortex. The gates of desolation. Where i usually find myself alone, and feeling like a fool for being there, for doubting myself (and you) again, and again. If only i loved myself more, i would never be there. But if only is relativity embodied. What i want to know is HOW i can get out of this place. Where all i feel is pain and envy (often one leading to the other). I want happy days just as much as anyone does, but it seems to take so much effort on some days, that i just give up in the wee hours of the morning. My reflection alters my moods. If only i could find a way to stop it all.
Face your fears baby. Face it. Just think of the day when you will be completely unloved, when you will feel like the ugliest person on earth, when everyone seems to be a better person than you. And that's when i guess i will come to realise that things are really not half as bad.
But it takes painful effort.