You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
[ 10:41 AM ]
I hope you know u mean the world to me. Sometimes, you behave like you don't and you do things or throw words that make me feel really rotten inside. The words can make my happiest day sad, and i really don't want to be subject to these cycles. I want constancy. Yes, i have said it. I love it when there are no changes, cos i get used to people and things and moments with alot of effort. It takes ALOT for me to open up to people, and to trust them with my thoughts (whether they are silly or not), and my heart (i guard it so well sometimes). You might hate the constancy, the normalcy, but it makes me oh so happy.
I love pretending too...like im happy. Somehow, i become happy pretending to be happy. Guess its all in the mind. But today, i can't pretend like i am.
On a random note, im off to chope seats at the library. Yea, my life. 12 days to go! To the end of the exams. Yes, its a different countdown today.