hello.
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
Put
Your
Hands
Up
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
me.
I kick asses.
Monday, April 13, 2009
*and now, for the books
[ 11:45 AM ]
I have forgotten how to love another, over this weekend. And i fear i might forget myself by the end of another weekend. The one whom i held closest to me wanted me to change more than anything. But what if change is breaking down the person that i am; eroding every single value and principle that i have held on to for most of my life? When it becomes a question of love or me, selflessness might not be the answer no more. Every single word i say has been scrutinized and debated to the point that i would rather look down at the ground and let life drift by me; i wish i were born mute-deaf. My face has to be held in a single expression for it to not anger another. My body and heart is controlled by my mind for it to not bear the marks of your anger. My reflection is of another, and i feel like throwing a cannonball at it. When did life spiral out of my control? Exactly four years ago. Is this good or bad? I will never know.
Teach me how to love again. But please be merciful - I do not want to lose myself in you; I do not want to lose myself in us.